Prayer Request!

Okay, this will be interesting. I've got an interview tomorrow, and I should be a shoe in for the job, but I'm worried they're going to connect it to the JAB, as in tell me if I don't get it I don't get to work. Actually, I'm mentally bracing myself to be locked out of the professional world.  Which, my mom did not believe me, but I've read several places where employers aren't hiring people who haven't gotten the JAB. At least we're not like other countries that are putting their citizens in jail for not being vaxxinated. Yet. I guess I'm just curious how quick this is going to be happening, I mean, it's all flown by so quickly to me... 

Sorry I haven't posted today, I do have something I want to write, I just haven't had time or energy to think more about it. I was going to post a song again, but reading the lyrics I've decided that song is maybe personal, just for me. And I'm falling asleep now so too late. 

Oh that relates to another prayer request. My sleeping pattern is off. Which often leads to the hospital. Whether mania or anxiety I'm not sure. But, I do know, I can't function waking up at 3 am, not being able to fall asleep, getting up to read and journal for an hour, trying to go back to sleep, and then trying to wake up soon after... I like getting up early, I really prefer that... it's tricky anyway for other responsibilities I have at night. 

Okay I'll have a better post tomorrow.  The day got away from me. Thanks for your prayers!  

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