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  Dear Reader – Thanks for sticking it out with me the past year. Has it been a year since I started this blog? Wow.   I was inspired, still had a manic buzz, zealous, and kinda crazy. I’m unfortunately none of those things anymore… well the crazy part is in the air, but people that know me might say I’ve always been crazy… as much as I wanted to teach, at the moment I feel inadequate in that role.   It seems what I used to be sure of I’m not sure of anymore, and what I think I believe now I need to solidify, and it’s hard to make time to really study the way I’d like to. I mean I love breaking out my concordance with the Greek and Hebrew definitions, and, there’s so much more history I’d like to know.   I think about this blog a lot, like so much. And mostly I can’t think of anything to write. The few times I do think of something to write, I can’t find the time to write. Which is so sad, I left working full time to work part time and have time, but my part ti...

 https://www.brighteon.com/d0cb1c62-d2e2-41b7-84a9-a38332b27e37 Celeste used to work for FEMA which is how she knows what's going on.  From two prophetic ministries I've heard this will be a hard year, and you must press into the Lord if you are to survive. Much prayer and fasting is needed.  I'm not sure what the year will hold.  I know a majority of Democrats want those unvaccinated to be put in camps. So, it may be a rough year for me. FEMA is NO JOKE. When it came out in my prophetic word, I knew exactly what I was saying, they'll be using the guillotene very very soon. It may be first on the unvaccinated, but others will soon follow. Conservatives they consider terrorist threats, Christians, anyone who doesn't believe the government is god... Please have food storage and ways to have food ongoing, like a garden. You do not want to go to FEMA and they require you to get some kind of chip or else face a blade.  Pray for me, for this is unnerving to think abou...

  https://www.bitchute.com/video/00Wa1g37wWvX/ Please watch/listen to this podcast of Joe Rogan and Dr. Robert Malone (creator of mRNA technology) it's long but worth it, and could be the most important thing you listen to for a long time.  Also, please do not have your kids get the COVID 19 vaccine.  I was a little disappointed at the NYE service I went to, we watched a video, we didn't bless any olive oil, well, I'm glad I didn't drive to Raleigh for that.  Sorry no profound thoughts at the moment, just wanted to put that podcast here, for anyone who isn't on bitchute or brighteon to see, as it has been censored off other social media like twitter, as pretty much anything with truth is these days. 

 It is ONLINE AND IN PERSON!  So, I'm going to go!  But my mom says I have to have someone go with me.  I don't know who would come with me, I'm praying for a miracle.  Oh, if you come, bring two bottles of olive oil to bless! 3209 Gresham Lake Road, Suite 108 Raleigh, NC 27615 Service time 10:30 - 12:30 am If you have to join online,   YOUTUBE.COM Link: mountain of fire Raleigh NC Go Live I know I most likely won't see you there, but it's good, you don't want to miss it. I love worshiping with these people.  If you do come, and you're a girl, maybe wear a skirt or dress and scarf/head covering. 

 Spirit husband began attacking last night. I knew it was coming. But, pray that I can take authority again over it. I was in the best position in February March and April of last year. But I was also in the hospital in February and scared mom to death, and mom now associates these  beliefs with me going crazy. I did find an American woman with a deliverance ministry, so you can pray the online course I signed up to take with her would be effective. It's different. I need a mentality shift. Maybe I'm too discouraged with this. I give up the fight because it seems I never win. I'm really just tired.  So pray for me, I thought 2021 was the year the battle would resolve and I'd find victory. Maybe it will be an ongoing battle. Which is fine if I'm equipped to fight. That's where I'm failing in the battle. There's chinks in my armor. My faith is weak. I'm spiritually depleted from being so busy and not praying or reading scripture.  Okay... I guess I...

 Hope you had a good Christmas. I did, I feel very blessed.  A few thoughts.  Pretty much nothing I had hoped for in my mind this spring and summer has come to fruition, that I can see. I had hoped many many people would join Mountain Fire Ministries on New Years Eve, all over the place. I mean, of my friends and people I know. Now I may be the only one. But that's where I'll be to bless olive oil this Friday night. I want to go in person to Raleigh, but I haven't even checked, they may only be doing it via zoom. If you join in, you'll want to get the book from MFM online to follow along with the songs and prayers.  What has happened this year is, I've wrecked all of my relationships from my old church. I was talking with my current missions pastor, confessing some things, I didn't go into the blog or being upset that my old pastor encouraged people to get the vaccine, and realized that, even though this summer I was proud of this blog, I'm not sure I am any...