I'm an Acorn Nut!




 

The Lord told me I’m a nut in January.

Now, I can’t explain how the Holy Spirit talks to me exactly, it’s not like I heard an audible voice. But, I knew, I’m a nut!

I don’t know why that alarmed my friend Megan when I told her. She knows I’m a nut, so what was the big deal?

I think everyone that knows me knows I’m a nutty nut nut!

When the Lord told me my new name is Nutella, I was like whoa! It rhymes with Dr. Stella!

Also, it’s cool and appropriate, that we are embarking on a new time in history, a new time on the brink of eternity! I’m telling something new! 

But I do remember, you know, on your phone you can use little emojis, and I wanted to use a nut emoji but there were two, an acorn and a peanut, and I was like, Lord, which one am I? 

He told me I’m an acorn! 

So I looked it up, you know, Wikipedia will tell you all kinds of information about whatever your heart desires to know. 

This is what cracked me up!

“ Oaks therefore depend on biological seed dispersal agents to move the acorns beyond the mother tree and into a suitable area for germination (including access to adequate water, sunlight and soil nutrients), ideally a minimum of 20–30 m (70–100 ft) from the parent tree[citation needed].” https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Acorn

I have wondered for years why I can’t seem to get away from my mom! Pray for me though because actually I need to be dispersed elsewhere soon!

What’s really cool though is… the summer of 2013, I was experiencing very intense spiritual warfare from the spirit husband, (I could see the wall bubbling, shadows running up and down the wall, the carpet come to life, shadows on the ceiling, I even saw a portal to hell a few times…) but I remember I was declaring the Desert Song over my life, and I painted a vibrant painting to represent it in my life. The painting now hangs over my bed. Here are the lyrics:

Desert Song

Hillsong Auf Deutsch

This is my prayer in the desert
When all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in my hunger and need
My God is the God who provides

And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flame

And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

And this is my prayer in the battle
When triumph is still on its way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship
Oh, yeah

All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship
(All my life)

All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here
You are
You are here in my heart

And this is my prayer in the harvest
When favour and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be emptied again
The seed I've received I will sow

 

What’s really cool is, the seed I chose to paint, back in 2013, in the corner of my painting, is an acorn.

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