Revelations from the Hospital about Masks and Authority - Scans of the Originals

 A lot happened to me in the hospital recently.  You'll learn more through this blog and the book I write.  I'll try to keep blog posts shorter, and elaborate more in the book.  Pray for me as I write and balance life, I need a job, I need money to get out of debt, I would love to not live with my mom forever, there's a lot I want to do, but I need guidance and direction and patience in waiting on God's perfect timing.  Example: I want to start seminary, but will have to wait because my brain needs time to heal.  That's hard, but the seminary of the universe around me is constantly revealing things to me as you'll learn! Anyhow, we all can use help waiting on God's timing to heal and grow.  Feel free to reach out in comments, I'll write back, or give you my new email to use, I've never kept a consistent blog can you give email privately somehow to only those who want it? It'll go public eventually, but for now, I can't get overwhelmed. I can't afford to go manic again.  If I do, you might see my hair change colors with Manic Panic, and you'll know to pray, Stacy's either manic or anxious, Lord, Help her!  :)  And, I appreciate prayers for good sleep anytime, manic or not, we need 8 hours of sleep to perform best! (Some only 6, but I'm not pressing it, I'm shooting for 8 right now!) 


PS I'll type this out because I only had pencil in the hospital so it's hard to read, but decipher what you can, it'll be typed out soon. :)  

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