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Deliverance Part One

  Lessons on Deliverance So, I’m in the process of self-deliverance, if you haven’t figured that out from my other posts. My time at the hospital was so great, I let my guard down and was half heartedly doing things when I got home… I knew from Pastor Stephen I needed to be praying prayers to break curses and break covenants every day (he said for 2 hours a day!) and I would more alternate days, pray for one thing one day and the other the next, and not even pray every single day. Although there were mornings I’d gotten up early to bind the strongman, and use the blood of Jesus as a weapon, and there was one night I’d been feeling super weak all day, wondering if I was sick, couldn’t do anything, and oddly I sensed beforehand that I’d be doing battle that night, and sure enough, I was attacked in my dream, and I had to get up and pray against spirit husband. So, it wasn’t like I wasn’t fighting at all, I just, wasn’t super disciplined probably.   But I started to sense thing...

First song from my journal

  ****Note, I do not think I am manic anymore. This was a few months ago. Whether I am crazy or not is for you to determine. This is simply a good chunk of my experience in the hospital.****  ****There is no purgatory, that line was clever lyrics, but this life is the only chance you have to accept Christ.**** 3-22-21 Yes Lord It’s True I may be manic still My mind wants to go go go may be manic still I’ll take my meds Even though Don’t want to Don’t think I need to But yes I need to Yes that I must do People do not want me to go They want me to stay Sane Not go away Unless the Rapture Happens Then that’s okay Jesus where are you Come quickly you know Antonio I love you so Why did you go Where did you go Yes I want to know Gave you my number To call And have yours but Yours doesn’t work So call me please Yes when you can Don’t want to worry About you Antonio I love you so You’ve got the prophecies For safe keeping...