Life is different than you think, and some things I'm thankful for - Happy Thanksgiving to you!
Life is so different than what you think it’s going to be in the future. I certainly never expected to be 39 and living with my mom, single, childless. When I realize I’ve been cursed by spirit husband it makes more sense, at least to me. I think though, the situation I didn’t expect was to be so isolated. I’ve always had good friends, and I had a great best friend. But now, I don’t feel there’s anyone I really can be myself with. I can’t tell people I’m fasting because I’m eating in my dreams, which is really bad… I can’t tell people I had a deliverance session myself the other night! I feel I’m stranded between two worlds, and it’s discouraging that the few people who do love me, my mom, and my best friend from childhood, fear if I go into the other world I’ll wind up manic and make a mess of my life. So I’m just not honest with anyone, about what’s really going on inside. I’m supposed to see a new counselor in a few weeks, so maybe that’ll help. Still, seems sad tha...